25. I hate green peppers, and red peppers too.... they taste like poison to me... its not that they're spicy, it's that they're NASTY
24. I love the thought of being a wife and mommy full time, and being totally domestic... but I will do whatever I can to make sure my family is also financially stable, even if it means both me and my sweety are both working for awhile... it's not worth it to me to be deep in debt, just to fulfill that dream.
23. I am incredibly sensitive to smells, and get entirely grossed out by bad breath, and it unitentionally changes the way I feel about a person... which makes me mad at myself.
22. Though I have always considered myself a very loveable and well-liked person, God has recently been taking me from a million friends to a very select few, who affect me very much... which blesses my life more than I ever would have though possible.
21. I love cheese...
20. I love bright colors... and most of my closest friends prefer earth-tones and mute colors, so I am kind o f the odd one out, but thats okay, because I LOVE COLOR...
19. I <3>
18. I very rarely watch movies... it's very hard for me to sit still for long periods of time without having something else to do, like paint my nails or pause the movies every 20 minutes or so to go do something else for awhile.
17. I cannot WAIT to be a middle school or high school teacher... I have a feeling I am going to be exactly where God wants me, and it will make all this time in school worth it... each day I get to work with that level of students for my job, i feel more and more excited and glad I have chosen that path.
16. It's hard for me to sleep these days. Some night I just can't stop thinking about Geoff, and let my mind go places it really shouldn't...
15. I have sleep apnea, which is really embarassing for me because I have to sleep on a C-PAP machine... which I loathe.
14. I am afraid of the dark... really really afraid.
13. I love dressing up funky and going to Portland with my best friend... I wish I could dress like that all the time, but I just don't have the energy. LOL
12. I rarely like breakfast foods, ESPECIALLY not at breakfast time. I love to have something with substance for breakfast, like leftovers or chilli
11. I love to paint my nails and toenails, do facial masks and play with makeup. I guess I just never really grew out of that stuff.
10. I really love when people think I am funny9. My nephew means more to me then I ever thought possible... I have never loved anything or anyone the way I love Ethan...
8. Sometimes I really like milk.
7. I cuss. I don't do it alot, but I wasn't raised in a family that really cared about that kind of thing. Now it's something we realize is a problem, and try to work on... but I still do it.
6. I love camping and fishing... I deeply miss family camping trips, even though my parents would argue setting up the tent, and I'd wet my sleeping bag...
5. People kind of oogle at me going back to school and stuff right after Geoff died... truthfully, I don't know how I did it... but part of me is afraid if I wasn't in school I would have too much time on my hands to really think about the whole thing...
4. I am inspired be people who are passionate about things
3. I LOOOOVE snowboarding. I never thought I'd like it because I hated skiing so much, but I think it must have to do with my SMOKIN' hot teacher... and that I am finally "getting" it...
2. I hate insincerity... and can almost always cut right through it...
1. I am afraid I will always be "broken" from the death of my brother... that I will never cease to cry at anything and that hardship will always bring me down to a crying puddle of goo.

I would like to say that I have witnessed you watching numerous movies without pausing them. However, I guess being in the theater where you can't pause the movie probably helped with that. But I bet if you really wanted to pause any of the movies we went to together, you could have found a way.
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