the opposite problem, tort.

My heart hurts tonight... a family I love who is dear to me is going through something that makes me want to scream. Why does this happen? UGHHH... people around me are hurting, and it makes me wanna break. I think so much about the affects of this pain, because I know for me, I feel I will forever be broken. I don't wish the constant pain on anyone... WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN? Don't feed me some line about being a fallen world, my heart is heavy. Innocent people... innocent children... broken by things they IN NO WAY deserved. THIS IS REALLY MESSED UP. As often as I intend to wallow in the pain of my current situations, I can't. It's hard for me to cry for anything significant in my world. I can rarely cry for my family, or my brother... but I cry for you. I cry for the pain that other are going through, because I just want SO BADLY for people in my world to be protected from the raw reality of this life. If I could, I would honestly take those burdens and carry them... PLEASE...PLEASE!!! I cannot shake these harsh realities from other peoples world, but aside from insincere words and meaningless offers to "talk, if you need to" I WANT TO TAKE THE PAIN AWAY FROM YOU! You don't deserve this. All I can do is be there, is comfort you in the only way I know how...